Have you ever wonder or be curious about how your life would be like few years down the road?
Are you able to marry your ideal man?
Who is the one you going to say "i do" to and vow upon your own heart?
Who is the man you going to build your home with?
How do your kids going to look like?
How do you look like when you are 50 years old?
And many more...
Once again, uncertainties came knocking at my door. How much i hate them but i have to face it.
How do you feel when you actually don't know what the future brings or even tomorrow (tomorrow is the future yeh)? Don't you have the urge to wanting to find but you just can't do anything?
It scares me sometimes, what if my future turns out in not the way i wanted it to be? There is no promise to life and future. Future will not promise you to give you the life you want, or how even how you created it. There is no promise, no guarantee...
Grr, i cant write anymore. Gna have an absurd ending. xx