"Moving on, it's not easy. It never is. When people move on from their boyfriend/girlfriend, it is because they were never in love, it was just this thing called attraction
Love is painful, love hurts. Being happy in love is not possible. True love is felt by multiple heartbreaks and soul-crushing pain. It is true, you will get stronger. Eventually you do, but not so strong to not feel the pain, strong enough to hide it and bury it deep inside in some part of your soul where you don't have easy access to. It is still there, you just get better at hiding it. Then there is a downfall for hiding it. Hiding it will make you feel stronger, but there will come to a point where there is just so many emotions and memories and hurt and pain filled that it will explode.
Those days are the worst day of being in love. Being in love is just hopeless and disappointing."
I guess, i was really in love and getting better at hiding it.
