Advantageous

Recently, i have come to senses, or rather i have accepted the fact that one will flock to people who are advantageous to him/her. I mean, this is what the world is like right and it's like a matter of course. If you can gain something out from that someone, why not?

Although it's not wrong and a matter of right, i can't bring myself to do that. Partially it's due to the lesson learnt in the past. Perhaps i just don't want to trouble the person out of courtesy.

I always have this thought that ran through my mind, "if you're capable, do it yourself."

Or, am i too strict to myself? Or do i have too high of an expectation for you?

"I've always think of and for you, couldn't you once think of and for me?"