分手後不要做朋友

刪掉你手機的訊息 清空你專屬的抽屜

如果可以的話 多想 從來沒認識過你

置身少了你的空景 何時不再觸景傷情

雨滴和淚滴 總是會混在一起

你愛我 你傷我 不算什麼

反正我 絕不說 我多難過

有你的我 沒有你的我 往後日子都得過

你內疚 你難受 別告訴我

免得我 又搞錯 當作承諾

諒解背後的顫抖 誰關心過

我不堅強 分手後不要做朋友

我不善良 不想看你牽她的手

該怎麼走 就怎麼走 

不必那麼努力演灑脫輕鬆

就算寂寞 分手也不要做朋友

就算宇宙 早就安排好這結果

你曾經牢牢地 在我生命裡附著

我要如何去假裝 我沒有愛過

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終於不必為你掛心 終於多點愛給自己 

好過不好過 都已跟你沒關係 

你愛我 你傷我 不算什麼

反正我 絕不說 我多難過 

有你的我 沒有你的我 往後日子都得過

我太愛了 分手後做不了朋友

淚流乾了 還洗不掉那些溫柔

不要蹉跎 不要聯絡

就讓我安安靜靜走完以後

我忘不了 我們曾不只是朋友

從今以後 思念再走不到盡頭

你曾經緊緊的 把我擁在你懷中

我要如何去假裝 你沒有愛過

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I'm back

Hi to my invisible readers,

I've finally come back to this space to type down my thoughts and life after such a long long disappearance. 2013 has been going great for me, and hope it stays like this throughout the year!

The exciting and memorable event thus far was my 21st birthday party which I had a blast with the retro theme!

Being a graduate with a Diploma of Events Management, I can't really organise my own party. Preparation was quite a chore. Thanks to my family, who was in charge of the venue and food, and friends who gave me their precious time and helping hands on the decorations as well as the being co-organisers during the party! Very grateful for them, my party wouldn't be so successful without them.

Oh well, I have much thoughts in mind that I want to type down but i do not know how to start. Guess I have to end this post abruptly...again.

Till then xx

Thoughts

"Ever had that moment with yourself when you know you need to let go of someone/something for the better of your life and you.. but you just can't. Not now. Not knowing when. If ever. If you even can. It's like, you know it has to change. You want to change and move on. But it's just not as simple as hitting delete and wiping out or reseting a moment or memory forever. Maybe the very reason why it's so hard to let go.. is because at that point in time, that person meant so much to you/that moment impacted you the most. But that moment is now gone. The feeling is different. Things have changed. People have changed. We ourselves have changed. Yet still, we're not ready to let go and move on. Hoping, hopelessly hoping. Lingering in that memory. Perhaps in the same way how "some things are/were meant to happen", there are some things and people in our lives, be it good or bad, that are not meant to be forgotten.. perhaps, the very reason why they even happened, was to teach us certain lessons or to understand certain meanings that we only start to realize now, or appreciate in retrospect. But the sad truth is, what's gone is gone and all we can do is reminisce on moments shared and feelings felt. Because what we still feel may not be what the other feels or even remember; and we can't possibly expect the other to feel the same or ever want to go back to that moment. They've moved on. We need to move on too. So here's goodbye to yesterdays and the ones I once knew.. thank you; I won't forget you."

Matthew Zachary Liu

The wanted

My favourite of the favourites now. Who say one can't have more than one favourite?

A question and a topic that was used to debate on the dining table...

xx